#just like waking up early. i gotta wake up early tmr :(((((

[studentbyday]

mood

[confetti-critter]

I have a bike, and could try using it to get to places, but the thought of biking in bike lanes so close to cars is so nerve wracking :(

[lollythelazyperson]

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR LEGO MONKIE KID SEASON 5

so I’ve finally finished watching all of lmk season 5, and…

…I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT SHIT… 😭😭😭

LIKE- (starting w/ ep. 7 here since ep. 6 doesn’t have much happen in it iirc) we FINALLY get to learn what MK is/how he was created, LBD sorta shows up and the eye demon guy reveals to mk what all those visions meant(yk, mk literally sacrificing himself for the world n all), the show references wukong and macaque’s fight thingymajigy in jttw, then in ep. 8 mk can control the jade emperor’s power(or was that ep. 7? idrk man), the fuckin uh snake demon guy reveals the first two things i said to everybody else, but he also reveals/mk figures out that [snake guy] actually FREED MK FROM THE STONE WAAAAY EARLIER THAN NEEDED(snake guy also has some lore which kinda makes him interesting but that isn’t the point here)…

and in ep. 9, well- there’s no big lore drop except at the end, but so i’ll kinda summarize it instead. macaque first tries to stop mk from doin the whole sacrifice but fails, and eventually the others have to stop/stall snake guy while wukong tries to stop mk instead. he fails and mk encounters nuwa, who reveals the whole… “pillars in peril? pillars saved by mk? oh, well, that means the whole world has to start over cuz there are no more beings strong enough to handle the stones now, so the world’s gotta make new ones.” thing to him(which is the lore drop basically).

finally, in ep. 10, well(i shall also summarize this one)…

everyone thinks mk died(but macaque mutters “wukong”… 👀👀), meanwhile mk goes “NAH, IMMA DO MY OWN THING, ANS YOU CANT STOP ME!!!!!!!!” to nuwa basically, and comes out of the pillar alive. wukong catches mk when the latter starts to fall, so (mostly) everybody goes in for a group hug- but considering the world’s basically ending… they hold hands for the last time- and wukong is LEGIT ABOUT TO GET MACAQUE TO HOLD HIS HAND, WHEN FUCKIN SNAKE GUY INTERRUPTS THE MOMENT SJ2JZIWISIAOLAKAKAJQJSI LET THEM HAVE THEIR MOMENT SMH- …….oh right anyways. they(the others, not snake guy) decide to share the power of the stones with everyone due to mk convincing them of it, but then snake guy drags mk into the pillar- and they have a weird conversation that’s basically snake guy goin “…this has only just begun. good luck, kid. you’ll need it.” to mk and then literally pushing him off and back outta the pillar.

the last few minutes of the episode is basically the aftermath of that. people now have cool magic powers(nobody is gonna use em for bad, definitelyyyyy /hj /lh), flyingbark reference through a flying dog, and some of the monkie kids(everybody but the monkeys themselves basically) are just chillin n talkin. meanwhile, mk n wukong talk bout what’s gonna happen next or sum(can’t exactly remember what specifically, I just remember mk startin the convo like that) but when mk starts to cry wukong hugs him.

then, we get an outro-monologue thingy from tang- and what we see durin it is basically this;

1; macaque is in court with the ten kings(?)- his powers have been affected by snake guy.

2; pigsy n mk are just havin a nice time addin a new photo to the photo album.

3; nezha and his dad are helpin handlin stuff in the celestial realm,

4; finally, the monkie kids/mk’s crew + redson + the two monkeys are havin a lil celebration somewhere… but in the very end, macaque sees how mk’s staff is also affected by snake guy’s powers(?).

so like- YEAH, I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT CLIFFHANGER. ……OR LEGIT ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE LATER HALF OF SEASON 5.

but it’s preeeeetty late for me rn and I cannot stay up(gotta wake up early tmr) today, so if I have anything else I wanna say I’ll probs just will do that in another post.

so gn! drink water, eat food, and have a great day/night! :D

cya’ll in the next post!

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

i have like 8 bucchigiri screenshot redraws in the works rn and istg im almost done with two of them and i want to finish them so bad (in time for the new episode) buts its late asf and i gotta wake up early tmr, why couldnt there exist just a few more hours in the day after 1 am pls 😭

[parkitaco]

Hiii 👋👋 I am very tired rn but I paused reading your fic bc I didn't realize you had a Tumblr (I did not even get to the end of the fic so I didn't see the link lmao) I love your fics so much too btw !!!! You're very talented in getting the soul crushing heart wrenching feeling that will has bc I feel like my heart is gonna fail me when I read the fic like wtf

Anyways. Just saying hi 👋👋 you're crazy talented and I will finish the fic TMR bc rn I cannot Handle it so late at night when I gotta wake up early... But I also am so sad I took a break to read smt fluffy and I'm gonna end up sleeping at like. 3am anyways lmao.

Okay goodnight 👋👋👋 sorry for barging on in here 👋👋 bye

hiii omg thank you so so much!! i'm so happy you like my fic and sorry for making u stay up late lollll i don't write angst often but evidently it hits pretty hard when i do!! thank you for reading my friend <33

[solsticejrnl]

Quarter :P

Trying to account for 366 days is doable, but I wanna break it into more feasible quarterly stuff. I've had 2 weeks to just be, and I started spring semester a week ago so I've found my footing and groove in my schoolwork. Now, I wanna actually consider the goals I want to achieve by March. I'm thinking off the top of my head about what I want that is feasible if I put the excuses aside and work for it by then.

The first thing that came to mind is fitness. Today I did yoga, which was good. I did it for an hour before my first class. After rotting in bed, I got out of bed, and that's what matters. No gym because I didn't wake up early enough and the machines were taken when I got back to my dorm. That's an excuse. I need to start 3x a week gym and daily yoga and stretching until I have enough endurance to add in pilates exercises. I KNOW what I want to look like and I don't think I truly have it in me to keep being the one staring and wishing I were someone else. we gotta switch the roles, and quickly. my goal is temi ojora. yes I have an unhealthy fixation on her, but she's just so aspirational. she runs track so maybe its her, maybe its track body but I need to get my ass up rn if this is my goal.

Like I don't even want to compare, but she stands out physically among people, and I wanna do the same! I have the platform: long limbs, long torso, long legs, straight shoulders etc etc etc I just need to get to work.

The next is nutrition. Now, today I ate one meal bc I'm busy and I'm trying to downsize my appetite forreal. I'm trying the whole 80% health and nutrition and 20% indulgence thing rn and honestly just thugging out my cravings. no liquid cals, no crazy sweet treats, no greasy fast food, no junk snacks. my chest hurt writing that bc i ate a burger and 2 cookies yesterday, and i could honestly conquer the world at that point ughhh. but today the dining served literal slop so i ate white rice with spinach and pulled pork just so i could have flavor on the rice and I intentionally didn't finish. but I'm doing better with nutrition lowkey. I'm tall asf I burn mad calories anyways.

SCHOOL. I'm doing this project, and it's lowkey crushing me. I have a civil engineering class and architecture ones. I just want to chillllll bro. But I want the life any way I might as well be willing to think. I'm on the dean's list already. I wanna get on the president's list this semester, so I'm trying to get there by all means.

I'm tired of being broke so I'm getting a job. I already applied and got a callback so I'm actually bringing them my documents tmr. i just want my first-ever paycheck bro. I feel soooo bad spending bc I have no money ever bc I only get an allowance. if I had a job I could get credit and do things and actually feel grown.

I've been feeling things and the things are feeling like I'm missing something. I feel like I need to do more inner work. I place too much value on people outside of me and look for attention in all the wrong places, I stay in situations due to attachment, I'm not self-aware, and I need to get myself together and find motivation out of mediocrity. I'm gonna go back to therapy and have actual goals for it instead of just venting and leaving.

So yeah this quarter is about me: my mind, my body, my money, and my relationship to myself and to work and to my situation.

if it is a situation i can correct, then wtf am I waiting for. My actions simply must align with my goals.

[letterstohazel]

what an absolute clusterfuck of a day.

i started off by waking up an hour late, so i couldn’t visit my old job for coffee which i wanted to talk to some people there, and then hit so much traffic i was 30 mins late to opening the store for my coworker so i helped him out with opening and then drove up to the hiring event, which i was an hour later to basically.

then learned a bunch from the one HR lady, sat in on one informal interview, made my one coworkers shift development chart, and just fucked around for the rest of the day until 3pm when i learned some more stuff and then i left like 30 mins early after one of my managers was like you can always help out on the floor and bond with your coworkers and part of me was like those really aren’t my coworkers, like i probs won’t see some of those people again and i def already bonded with the manager there, ALSO got to see a coworker for i really like but haven’t seen in a while, and then the other part of me was like i could’ve been doing that instead!!!!

but tbh it was nice to get some work done, if not boring as fuck.

now i’m just chilling in my nice new hotel, smoked a cig on my balcony and now i’m going to drink my decaf coffee, take a shower, do my hair, and then pass the fuck out.

also tmr is probs my last day at my home store so i want to get them treats to thank them and all, so i gotta figure that out for tmr

[tojis-gf]

THE MATERIAL GIRL ACCENT PLSSSS NOEFNOJJN FJSN no bc like lets rate him/???? 1-10 5 being avg ofc 🌚UR ACCENT. DEF CHANGED THO BC U WERE NERVOUS LMFAOOO its okay when im nervous my voice goes up a few pitches 😭💀 now u gotta fake tht accent now girly 💀🥲

8k STEPS THO YASSSSS ngl i woulda been like damn it was all worth it for the steps 😍 do u have to go back again tmr or today idjk what time it is for u LMFAO LOL u already know toji be too busy gambling he broke af (even tho im delulu af... in a modern au he is a sexy rich ceo :3) ngl u right, more of a thrill yk what i mean 🌚

NOOOO try it out frl, if u dont like it, or if u find urself struggling, try to use the resources available to u bc im sure they would love to help u out and that they want u to succeed babes i promise <3 ngl i almsot cried this morning bc on my ride to work with my dad it reminded me of all those morning he would drop me off in the courtyard :,) n now im on my own like it doesnt feel real.. but i wont miss waking up tht early and having to go to class back 2 back babes idk about u .....

yes shes literally the sweetest lil munchkin ever i love her sm and promised that i would make sure to come back next summer if i dont intern or live on campus bc shes truly a sweet soul like she literally saved our work place xddd i hope someone like tht arrives at ur place of work frl, it took a while for us to find her 😭

omg i love have we have like dm worthy convos just in the middle of the timeline LOL

me bc i’ve been feeling so uninspired n unmotivated lately 🤟💯

[cryolyst]

~

[takethisroad]

Tmr bakery au notes

Newt self consciously dusting his hands on his apron as he enters Thomas's kitchen, not wanting to get flour residue anywhere, mouth turning down in a small moue as flour puffs up from his apron anyway

THOMAS REMOVING STERILIZED JARS FROM VATS OF BOILING WATER AND NEWT CAUGHT BY THE FLEX OF MUSCLE IN HIS FOREARMS AS HE USES THE TONGS TO DEFTLY LIFT EACH JAR AND SRT IT ASIDR

NEWT SMELLING LIKE FRESH BREAD AND WARMTH AND HOME FUCK ME UP

THOMAS NOT EVEN BOTHERING WITH HELLO WHEN NEWT WALKS INTO THE SHOP, JUST GRABBING HIM BY THE ARM AND TUGGING HIM BEHIND THE COUNTER, REACHING INTO A SMALL JAR "you gotta try this"

"Try wha-"

Newt can't get the words out bc thomas's fingeris in his mouth

THOMAS WOULD TASTE NEWTS BREAD AND TRY TO XOMPLIMENT HIM BUT NEWT WOULDNT UNDERSTSND BC HED BE TALKING WUTH HIS MOUTH FULL BYE

Newt bakes scones for the shop and ppl who bring a business card from minho get 10% off bread

Oh.

Thomas' shop could be called

the homespread

...I'll see myself out

It's dead here so imma still just yell abt this prompt bc i LOCE IT SO MCUH.

- newt waking up absurdly early to get the first rise going so his morning regulars get fresh sourdough

- their stores are on opposite sides of minho's coffee shop

- meetcute as they're both rushing to deliver orders to minho's shop

- just. The homebrew jam asthetic. Csnning labels. Packets of pectin littering the countertop (thomas doesn't necessarily like using it and would rather make a runny compote but the jam market is a mainstay of his business so.) Amazing aromas floating by as thomas experiments with flavours. Rosemary apple thyme. Spiced marmalade. Blueberry jam with fresh blueberries from thr fsrmers market that happens every sunday may to october.

- the abilitybto tell where newts been by the pattern of flour markings on the floor

- thomas blastinf little mix as he works

- newt preferring silence or soft music

- SUNLIGHT AND BAKED GOODS sob sob sob sob sob sob sob

- LOVE MAKES THINGS TASTE BETTER I DONT MAKE THE FACTS

Newt donates any baked goods he doesnt sell to charity at the end of each day

WHAT IF HE MSDE HONEY WHISKEY JAM INSPIRED BY NEWT'S EYES GOODFYCKING BYE

K but also ben and gally would be those people who whip up batches of blue cheese or wasabi ice cream in their spare time

- vince lost his wife mary in '82; they'd always talked about setting up a local farmer's market (her family are all farmers but she moved to the city for med school and wanted to reconnect w her roots)

- after mary died, vince was ready to live a life of solitude; but life had other olans and a few years later he met a friend, jorge, through work and his infant daughter brenda. Jorge learned about msry and convinced vince to convene a farmers market in memory of Mary

- jorge owns a local butchery and his stall was one of the first at the market in the early days, and he and Vince are basically brendas dads now

- brenda has taken over more of the butchery business so vince and jorge can ostensibly dedicate more time to tje market administration but actually she caught them kissing in vinces kitchen and theyre the worlds worst kept secret amd she wants to give them some alone time on sundays

- brendas specialty is sausages with her secret spice blend, which is why frypan, who works in a local restaurant as a cook, swears by her meats and will only buy from her. (The way to fry's heart is indeed through food and he and brenda flirt every time they meet amd they're just dancing around each other waiting to make the first move)

- newt and minho open their shops within the same year amd brenda is quick to invite them to set up stalls at the weekly market

- thomas arrives a few years later, with his jams. Brenda leaves a flyer for the market in his mailbox and they eventuslly become fast friends and she takes to selling his compotes at the butcher shop bc they really do pair excellently with some of the cuts

- thomas may be good at jam but he cant cook worth a damn and frypan gives him hell for it the first time thomas talks about messing up boxed mac n cheese

@faia loves foxlet "kombucha, more like kombewcha," thomas mutters darkly at gally's retreating back

Brenda wears baggy overalls and a trucker hat in this AU and no one can convince me otherwise

STAHP IM BLUSHINGNSKSKMDMDNDNF like dnw to flood but also it seems p quiet so like. I may continue shouting inti the void about sticky toffee pastries and how harriet would nesrly lose her entire cool watching sonya sculpt marvels out of wispy spun caramel

Ugh thomqs watching newt knead dough, pressibg into it firmly with the heel of his hand, shaping it with deft touches, twistung and pulling ti create fsncy braids im.Just.

Thomas using minho and newt as taste testers. He comes into minho's shop one day while minho's on his break and newt's lingering after dropping off fresh scones.

"Try this," he says, pulling a small glass jar out of his bag.

Minho frowns. "That looks like snot."

"Shut up," thomas says, unscrewing the lid and shoving the concoction in his friend's face. "Taste."

Minho sticks a dubious finger in - so hygenic - and pops a dollop of the mint green substance in his mouth. Thomas watches, unable to suppress a triumphant smirk as minho's eyes widen. "So?" He prompts.

"Holy fuck," minho says, staring at the jar like it's worth its weight in gold. "That's good. Like, really good."

"You don't need to sound so surprised," thomas says, but laughter is already colouring his words as he turns and offers tje jar to newt.

Thomas enters newt's shop one day and heads strsight ti the kitchen as per usual. The noise of thr mixer drowns out the jingle of the door chime and newt doesn't look up from where he's kneading dough, apron a mess of dusty handprints and a smudge of flour on his jaw. Thomas leans agains the doorjamb and watches for a moment. Newt's back is mostly to him and he admires the long lines of him, the neat bow of the apron around a trim waist. He's humming under his breath as he works, a little off-key and all the more charming for it.

Newt turns the dough over one final time and sets it aside in a greased bowl which he covers with a handtowel. He turns and when he sees Thomas, the whole room lights up with the force of his grin.

"Hey Tommy."

Thomas works to unstick his throat. "Hey," he manages weakly, flashing what he hopes is a smile. His chest is suddenly alight with butterflies.

Dough is clearly not the only thing rising.

A one-woman channel flood? It's more likely than you think.

- minho as a coffee fanatic. Talking about pour-overs and the five elements of proper espresso. OMG there could be like a county fair and Thomas wants to enter his jams and win a prize so he can look good in front of Newt and win his flavour favour. But he gets so stressed about it ("shouldn't you cool it a bit?" Minho asks as thomas slams his fifth double espresso of the day.

Thomas doesnt seem to hear him. "Gotta go fast," he says.) that his jams turn out shit. Everything is despair.

But then, the next morning, a knock on his door. (Thomas isnt used to knocking. He and newt never knock; they just barge right into each others kitchens at this point. But this is his apartment.) He opens it and newt is there, a little uncertain but holding somethinf wrapprd in a teatowel. It's the best damn bread thomas has ever smelled. So he invites newt in and pushes the bitterness of the county fair down in his chest and they cut the bread (still warm). And its fucking delicious, the best thing thomas has ever tasted and he just looks at newt awestruck. "What's your secret?"

Newt actuslly blushes, mumbles something thomas doesnt catch. He leans forward. "What?"

"I said, things taste best when they're made with love." Newt is fully blushing now, the tips of his ears matching the gingham teatowel.

Thomas blinks. Surely he hadn't heard correctly. "Wait, you- oh. Oh."

[ifuthinkmylifeismessyseemyhair]

quarantine day 47

soooooooooo last night i did slept fast, i mean like before midnight (is that considered fast?) whatever, the thing is I ENDED UP SLEEPING AT FREAKING 5AM AGAIN... i just can’t sleeppppp what went wrong peopleeee! :(

t called to wake me up doe but i can’t get myself out of bed, sorry t! will try better tmr

let’s take a moment to appreciate her cuteness, she literally called me every morning for breakfast aww

now it’s 1:17 am and my ambition to wake up early still going lol (at this point, i think before 10am = early) let’s see shahahahhahah geeze i felt like im saying this every freakin day but hey, i won’t give up 😂 you gotta do whatcha gotta do

anyway, today i had midday breakdown ✨ because of the freakin data!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was overwhelming and idk where to start and the clock is ticking .. okay i might be over exaggerating but not gonna lie, i cried today LMAO talking about being emotionally unstable

it was so funny, today we did หมูกรอบ (LOOK AT THIS PURE BEAUTY) and my aunt called me to taste it and after i ate, i literally cry for no reason but not like heavy cry more like water-came-out-of-my-eyes cry

but aww my cousins were really nice, c asked me if i want to play life possibly because i look desperately dying inside hahahaa but we ended up didnt play (maybe tmr? idk) because after eating, i spent another 2 hours trying to finish categorized educational level data... was fun and it was dark already so we separated after that

actually, i felt a lot better after หมูกรอบ incident.. stupido me 😂 ended up playing guitar with t till well almost midnight, still terrible at singing haha

never gonna improve and never gonna stop either lol i love grooving around, okay now my battery is on 4%

should go to sleep, how tmr will be another good day

nitenite

[listenas-she-whispers]

shanghai

Shanghai Ramblings

Since Tumblr is blocked here and I basically have no contact with anyone at a reasonable hour

7/28/17

Jiejie left today for home and I really wanted to go home with her because I’m really missing the nice weather back at home and all the comforts that come with it. Chinese is still v rusty and not v good but it’s enough to communicate with the relatives, but I’m no where near the confidence needed to speak to outsiders, so idk how work is gonna go. Also I’m p sure Netflix is blocked here but I really wanna stream pacific rim bc it was actually a p good science fiction movie

7/29/17

Woke up around 10am and had a lazy start to the day until the aunt and uncle took me out to see the old Shanghai buildings back in the day called 石库门, and then to a bigger, more modern and much more crowded version of Santana Row called 南京路 and it was really fun bc we walked all the way down to the river and saw the skyline and it was fuckin beautiful and it would’ve been nicer if the weather was better and there were less ppl but it was cool nonetheless. i also showed them the inside of a giant forever 21 and bought a rly cheap pair of aviators(china sizes are much smaller than American ones) so I just decided to get them since they were cheap, even though the material prob isn’t the best. And then we went and ate a vegetarian place that wasn’t that great but wasn’t bad either. Drove through downtown Shanghai and had a p fun convo w the aunt and uncle about my mom’s past dating life and talked some shit about my dad and his fam so that was p fun :) overall it was a good day!

8/6

Forgot to update, oops. The weekend went by gloriously, in which I slept till 11 in the morning both days. Unfortunately tomorrow I have to wake up at 7 again :(, but this time only for 4 days since I get Friday off, and then Saturday I’m flying back to the land of blue sky, white clouds, excellent air quality, and excellent weather! Today was a good day though, bought myself a pair of superstars for only 180 RMB($25!!)three (fake, but decent quality) brand name wallets, gag gifts for Kimia and Nathan, and a nice necklace for jiejie and earrings for her as well. I don’t really wanna go back to work tmr, I just don’t wanna wake up early, and calling ppl is v tedious, and I’m just gonna pretend that I forgot I was supposed to sit next to jade these next four days because sitting next to her means that I actually can’t slack off and take a couple breaks here and there :/ yikes. Got hooked on a lotr pic about thranduil and his wife and Jesus Christ why do I get attached so easily. Been feeling really nostalgic and just wanting to read good books for a long time while listening to easy go acoustic. Also wanting to go home but not wanting school to start because where tf did summer go? Also staying in Asia made me fat and my self esteem lower because wow all the girls here have thin legs and weigh next to nothing and a big part is just genetics but also just them not eating and me gaining weight hasn’t helped and I just ;asldkfsakld. I just wanna get back to 102 where I had a nice jawline and a relatively thin waist like is that too much to ask(it sounds super shallow and superficial and fatshaming but ever since junior year ended and i gained a lot of weight i’ve been feeling really sluggish and not good so this is v much for my mental health). Also I rly wanna just start running again when I get home but school… so yea lots of conflicting emotions at work and part of it is just teenage angst but another big part is anxiety and low self-esteem!! Also I miss social media, even though I am appreciating this break, or a detox as Kimia called it, albeit it wasn’t wanted, but I guess needed? I do miss Tumblr a lot tho. And snapchat, I miss snap a lot. Ok well now I gotta sleep otherwise I’m never gonna wake up early enough shit 

8/7

Dont rly remember what I was gonna write, but I think this was the point where i and the other interns started warming up to each other

8/10

Wow the last day came a lot quicker than I expected. Funny how I was wishing for this internship to end just last week. Had a small farewell party that was p fun, and then went out to karaoke with the interns. Had to leave early bc the aunt smh otherwise I totally woulda gotten smashed with them until like 11 :( that would’ve been fun. I doubt I’m ever gonna see them again, or at least see all of them in one place again, but hopefully some of them visit California and hit me up! That would be p fun. Overall this was a p great experience, despite my angst and general negativity due to the weather here. They’re a fun bunch of people, and heavily remind me of people back home, and I know that even though I’ve only been around them for two weeks, I’ll still be v fond of this experience. At the same time I can’t wait to go home. What a paradox.

8/11

Annoyed at aunt bc for a lot of reasons, but mostly for rude moments and “man-womansplaining” ugh. Also while I’m super glad to go back home, I really don’t want school to start. I just wanna go home and sleep for two more weeks and ignore college apps. Music is keeping me alive, and also missing the interns bc I’m too sentimental for my own good.

8/12

Waiting in the airport rn, w no wifi :( lines for security and immigration were super long so I don't have to wait long to board, but it would've been nice to have wifi and talk w friends before flying off. So ready to land in SF and catch up three weeks of social media loss and remind everyone that I'm still alive haha. 

[succubusrat]

Blue?

blue: what do you do when you’re sad? listen to sad music, have a warm bevvy and wrap myself in blankets, rant abt being sad on here lmao. but thats like,,,a chill sad. a bad sad is like sit in the shower for 40 minutes under super hot water that eventually turns cold and then go to bed soaking wet and not wake up for days and not eat for dayswhat are some things you do when you can’t sleep? i listen to chill music (doing this currently i gotta be up early tmr and i cant fall asleep) what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had? last year when i was camping i spent our last night there on the beach with some family friends. we had a fire and looked at the stars all night and drank some bevvys. it was just…so nice. i still think about it. what kind of covers do you have on your bed? rn i have this grey jersey material comforter its v soft and warm yet light who is the last person you told a secret to? i ???? dont know ???? i honestly dont have many big secrets that i like talk about

[mirohed]

as for my thoughts on lgbtq+ i am! all! for it! as you said, i think that whatever anyone feels about themselves and their identity is valid and that? trying to tell them otherwise or force them to change is just so wrong?? like i live in an environment that is unfortunately pretty homophobic :( and that really sucks bc i hear things around me all the time that are just? horrible. in the country i live in it’s illegal to have same-sex relations like you can literally go to jail? for 20 years —

for it. i feel like the internet plays such a huge part in how our ideas are spread and stuff. without it, i probably wouldn’t have half as much knowledge about the community and how much shit and discrimination actually goes on :’) HAHAWJDK sorry for that really sudden change in topic it’s just that! it’s p important to me :D anyways!!! treasure 13’s special vlive is tmr and i’m so excited for it!! we’be been DRAINED of content and i’ve missed them all sm!!  - lil anon

oh im so sorry you live in a place like that :(( but yeah i agree wholeheartedly abt the importance of the internet in today’s society?? like i feel like the rate of society’s progression would prob be slower without a quick and accessible way to spread info, not just regarding lgbtq+ but for other issues too !!! also without it ,, we wouldnt be on this hellsite LMSFSO

&& yeah !! its at uh,,,, 2am over here,,,,, so im prob gonna sleep early, wake up for it, then go back to sleep once its over until i gotta get up for school,,, but regardless i am here to support the boys ive missed them all so much :’)

[ifuthinkmylifeismessyseemyhair]

quarantine day 42

sooooo turned out last night i slept at 4 am and woke up at 9.. duty calls 😂 gotta be a good sister for once ya know lol it has been awhile since i use my brain for calculations but it was fun

talking about exam, still dont know when should i start reading for my final coming up next week now that it is open book... can’t believe this is going to be my last exam in uni eventhough it’s online haha, quite sad

annnd about my sr, now that i got like around 10 days before the due date and me being me still start working at 4pm again ahahahahh today i was doing literature review and for the first time im actually enjoying doing it lol, kinda fun and boring in between🌙 hope everything will be okay eventually

“one day, there is 24 hrs” so if you gotta finish, you can finish - by my p , love this motto

anyway, today finallly the pesto is here!!!

smelll so gooood cant wait to cook! but gotta wait till wednesday because there’s nth left in the fridge

and yep, today i spent like 2 hrs playing hahaha just found out that the intro part is not the same so i decided to learn the whole song, was funnn

now it’s 11:29 PM, let’s see if today i can sleep before midnight so tmr i can wake up early✨

OMG you can add thai song!!!!!! whaaa this is interesting anyway this song is my go-to-song this week because I CANT STOP LISTENING, kinda feel bad for my cousins because once i like any songs, there’s always a repeat button lol

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